(Thursday, April 30, 2009 / 12:13 AM)
i'll tell you when im all fine
when i'm all okay
to catch my breath
the tribal spoken
love cannot be shared.
its just not right, not ethical, no right at all
betrayal.
thats never me.
never get me wrong.
nonetheless
i'm sorry.
but i believe of the rightful person who can posess it.
the person who has loved me all along.
you?
you're a crush, who appeared back in the '07
which memories came back and blanketed my days of grey and darkness
but things went on fine, i see.
and i can never run away from the facts of life
emotion from a tired days work
with projects that screwed up
and life a quarter to death
and reality to chase
i believe so
i truly believe that He is always watching my every move.
how I feel.
and i always thank Him, the Almighty
for granting me another day
to let me experience these feelings
going through alone
just like someday in the dark alleys
once again,
i apologise.
trust me, i never wanted it this way
there is always the best explaination for my choices.
my picks can never get wrong.
im sure of it
but im sorry for the shattered crimson heart
i believe that fate is always there
you will never know of the surprise they give
trust me
i met mine
XOXO,
muneera
