so i'm packing up
all the shopping, sight-seeing has come to an end.

i'm having an extremely bad ladydays.
back then in Singapore of course, I always have my comfy bed
or if I am in school, I will be sticking with my my friends or if you're around of course, you're there with me.

anyways
i miss everything back there in Singapore.
suddenly I feel so emotional
must have been the lady days syndrome

my flight is on Tuesday 12AM
will touchdown Singapore around 5AM
and of course, you'll be booked in on Tuesday morning.
wishing you all the best there and take good care of yourself.
will be looking forward to see you in 2 weeks time. :)

will update more soon. in the mean time i'm bored, so I wrote this poem.

COLD

the coldness that blanketed me in the dark
silence in my heart
talking to myself, all alone
i felt restless
while swinging upon the letters written "I miss you"
from the love that just left me alone
and made me thinking about it. . .

i layed out all the beautiful dreams
to Him leave it all to
maybe not all
because i'm gambling over this love

the coldness when you shook my love
the touch made it so prominent
i didn't manage to take over it
this soul that i can't affort to have

the coldness when you said
space for the test for me to sit for
hold onto my memories, please
then i'll surrender

don't hold any grudges in my heart
even yesterday's dream
still blooming in my mind...
i layed out all the beautiful dreams
to Him leave it all to
maybe not all
because i'm gambling over this love