(Thursday, December 16, 2010 / 8:52 AM)
she accompanied me through the night.
because i was in a state that i can't bear it myself.
then came a friend, also there.
because he missed someone too.
just the same way of how i feel.
because he receive that very same treatment from her.
just the same way of how i feel.
im tired, yes.
im exhausted, yes.
i've tried, yes.
its hard, yes.
isn't there an easier way to resolve that?
**
deep in my sleep. i see you.
you were there.
right there.
then when i came closer, i asked, "will you be here again?"
to my surprise, you answered, "no. i won't. you go on with your life, i go on with mine. i don't want you to be there anymore"
i asked, "why?"
you said, "i'm sorry. i'll have to leave"
but when i ran to get you, you vanished.
i woke up
it was two in the morning
looking at the cell, i don't see any text from you.
i turned to the other direction and told myself to sleep, everything will be alright. :'(
