know why I am mad.

let me tell you here.

you have been away too long. a week

my exam period

no news from you

no messages

i understand your state of busyness can be up to the level of the president

but if you can just spare me two seconds of sympathy to tell me everything is alright

but no. i had to turn to you

and ask you hows life and all

last night was madness, because you can text while driving!

i remembered, when you drive, you don't even reply my sms.

when i call, you can even say that you're busy driving

so, please see the difference

and why must you get scared when I browse thru your phone?

if there is nothing wrong, you should be ok right?

and listen here, i've been waiting for you all along

all along!

her name was all over your phone

yes a friend.

then me?

one whole week of silence, with a brain thats close to explosion is no joke!

and if you think its nothing, think again.

i'm putting my 110% guts and brain juices in that.

and you promise you'll be there when I needed someone, and promise you'll be right there.

but, where?

if you want to point the finger back at me, than, okay.

be that way

listen here, I hate to start a fight or an argument all over again

but if you're asking for it, then you go and put up an argument in front of the mirror.

not me!

finally, i'm sincerely sorry for all that occurred between us

its fate that brought us together, it's fate that brought us apart

i really thank you so much for able to withstand my attitude all these while

i know and totally understand how hard life is, being with me

i will try to change for the better so as to not commit the same mistakes towards my family & friends.

and I will never interfere your life ever.

i will learn to be alone.

I'll leave.