(Saturday, July 30, 2011 / 10:49 AM)

i will be on a hiatus from tomorrow onwards
to you, i am sorry.
maybe the changes you made in your life shocked me
but like what you said, everybody change
hoping to talk things out with you, but your approach scares me
maybe we need time to take off from each other
i hope InsyaAllah things would be better between us
its not moving on, but moving forward
i don't want to hold back and keep on thinking
with the changes you made to your life
being hostile towards me and those that loved you
thats a little too much
therefore, i'm taking this time to make my change --
i want to be free and engage with new things in life, be the jovial me again
i wanna gain my confidence again, i wanna be that person that i was before i met you
for which, i don't want to be brought down with a sulking face of you; person is whom i truly love
i pray all the best for you as this is the first time i'm willing to let go, hopefully the last.
Assalamualaikum.