I'm deeply sorry for all the things that I do, the things that I've said, as I never meant any of them. I feel very bad to making you cry, as it has never crossed my mind to hurt you that way. Please forgive me... I'm sorry for screaming and shouting since the day I was born, putting you to having sleepless nights, make you embarrass with my clumsy acts, make you so mad with my report cards when every single day you never fail to put awesome food on the table. Mum, I'm getting older and I know sometimes you needed the attention. I'm sorry if I was too caught-up with school and friends and forgot you needed me to take notice of the delicious meal you make, the pretty clothes you got me and even now, I can't even make 10mins time just sitting and lying down on the bed telling stories over and over again.

Mum, I know you've gone thru hell taking care and making sure our image is not tarnish. Even if 'people' hated us and even you, you got mad and sad for the 'people' to criticize us, tho they called you names and even that man you love didn't stand up for you. Mum, I'm always here for you. I'm sorry cause when I was younger, I didn't protect you for the 'people' and didn't know any better. I didn't know anything, yet you still fight for us. You're the best, Mum. I wish someday these 'people' will just vanish, and you can smile everyday and not feeling glum or even thinking about those 'people' or the man who does not stand up for you. Cause Mum, for whatever that happened, you're still the strongest one.

Mum, I know the others are a little rowdy, but please don't ever think you are a failure Mum. If you are a failure, I won't grow up this way. Probably not smarter, but I grow up well, Mum. Mum, I just want to tell you that I really love you, and if I forgot to kiss you as I enter home, or hug you before I go to school, I just want to tell you Mum, you are still beautiful and I always love you no matter what happens. I will do anything for you Mum, tho you're simple, you're special.

Mum, I love you.